I’m missing you today Mom…

Posted: August 3, 2015 in The world, according to me...
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RIPMOMHi Mom…

With so much going on in my life right now, I thought my mind would be too pre-occupied to think about you today, but I was wrong…

I miss you Mom… SO. MUCH.

I close my eyes and I’m back in that hospital room next to you. I’m thankful we were all there together, but having to stop each of those drips… one by one… turning off the machines… and watching you exhale for the last time… it… changed me.

The last three years since then have been… challenging.

The people I thought I could lean on were some of the first to betray me… lie to me… and accuse me of things I can’t even imagine…

Life has been like a terrible nightmare gone out of control. I’ve needed your wisdom… your prayers… your love.

My mom and I after her first stroke in 2011.

My mom and I after her first stroke in 2011.

…but I never forgot anything you taught me, and have found that I have everything you instilled in me.

You were right – God lets everything happen for a reason, and just when we think everything is falling apart, He is really just letting everything fall into place.

Still… it doesn’t make me miss you any less. I just wanted to let you know I’m missing you and can’t wait to see you again.My mom and I after her first stroke in 2011.

-me

Comments
  1. Contoh Webku says:

    You are my inhalation , I possess few web logs and very sporadically run out from to brand 😦

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